Week gone....
I had gone for the party last Friday and enjoyed it! The weekend went in lazing around, meeting my best friend after many months and a shopping spree with another best friend.
The week at work was something special for me. It was for the first time that I was gonna code something individually and I got a task to add entire new functionality to the existing system. So, it kept me busy all the week. I had to make a visit to airport too as my bhabhi had to shorten her stay and leave in hurry for USA. A busy week in short!!
And yea, a very good thing happened this week, I met a new friend. I became friends with a nice, sweet gurl!! I am very glad about it and would like to cherish the friendship for a real long time :-)
My office has organized a Diwali party this Saturday. But dad got operated the very same morning and so I opted to skip the party and stay at home with him.
I guess, I am really not in a mood to write details right now, and so just summarizing stuff here.. he he
I met couple of my college friends in evening today and had good laugh. I also manged to learn few words in German. Ish libi blogging!!! he he (Hope its right!) All the streets and shops were hustling and people were running around doing diwali shopping. I haven't bought anything for myself this diwali, because I already have couple of new clothes and I keep on shopping all year round, so I don't need any special occasion to go for shopping.
I saw the movie 'Vaastu Shastra' last night and I admit that I found it spooky... :D.. Come on.... I was watching it alone at night!! I tried my best not to close my eyes during the frightening scenes... he he
I am kinda scared right now.... really scared!! No, not because of the movie.. I am scared of the near future. My birthday is approaching and that makes me feel anxious. Last two birthdays, or rather last two years had been the most difficult time of my life and I am really scared that something bad will happen in the coming year too!!! Two years back, a week after my birthday, mom left me for ever... And this year, I lost my best buddy and my trust... I am too scared to lose anyone now. Oh God, please don't take away anyone from me... I don't ask you to bless me with new person's company, but please don't take away the people I already love!!! Please Oh God.......
I guess I need to cheer up now and get in the mood for my birthday and Diwali!!!
Time to have fun!!!!!!
C ya fellas....
posted by Phoenix @ Sunday, November 07, 2004
9 comments
9 Comments:
Read your blog for the first time..got the link thru Ramki's post.The line where you said 'Last two birthdays, or rather last two years had been the most difficult time of my life and I am really scared that something bad will happen in the coming year too' touched a chord.I can just reiterate the age-old saying that 'Whatever happens, happens for the best' and that God is great leveller...if he/she takes away something away from you which you think he/she shudn't have, God also gives you good things which you did not deserve.I donno if you got the gist of the funda I was tryin to give.Phew! last half'n hour hv been very philosophical for me..with Ramki's post and then your post...this comment.Neway...have a great week ahead.
@ Metal : Good to c u!! I very well got the gist of whtever u said.. even I always believe that everything happens for the best!! I really have been fortunate to have very nice people in my life, but I really am mising those who are not with me!! Sigh!! Sorry for the 'heavy dose' of philosophy in my post.. he he. Culdn't help, felt the need to write n express my fear!! Can I have ur blog link???
How is dad feeling now? The past is over,the best is yet to come for you.And for you,am sure God is yet to offer his best.My wishes and blessings to you on your birthday.Have a good Diwali.
Yahan par tho pata bhi nahin chalta ki kab diwali hain aur kab dussehra gaya.:(
-Rebel.
Was surprised to see you at Ramki's blog.;)..Lady,you can create an impact just about anywhere in the world.!
Phoenix...I dont blog as of now...I'm in the middle of my b-schools apps ..so practically no time.I know thats not a valid reason not to blog cos lot of b-school applicants blog...but then I'm a lazy bum.I will be visiting ur blog...so v can keep sharing the info.
BTW, just curious..your blog id is phoenixontheroll..and blog name is Pani-Puri...what shud I construe..I'm kinda lost.
Cheers,
Metal.
Phoenix, Wishing you a very happy birthday & a cheerful year ahead
@ Rebel : Thanks a lot!!!! And diwali wishes to u too!! My dad is very fine, he's at home n taking rest. And yea, I know Diwali-Dusshera r all same there, but my bro n his friends do celebrate in their own ways!!
And I dont expect u to be surprised to c me on Ramki's blog.. aren't u the one who gave me his link???!!!! :-)
@ Metal : I thought u mite b blogging, so asked u for ur link. I m sure u will start blogging soon, its too hard to resist!! he he....
Well, this 'new' identity has a background, so the name 'phoenix', but I didn't want my blog to sound very serious or philosophical, so named it after one of my most timepass, but my fav thing.. Pani-puri!! he he.. I love Pani-puri, esp Pani puri of Mumbai!!
@ RDX :Hey buddy!! Thanks a lottt!!! Good to c u.. so Howz u doing??
phoenixxxxxxxxxxxx...ummm..hehe..forgive me for arriving late here....u dont worry!!! smile and have a blast on diwali! :)-deeps:)
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